Releasing the Beasts

In life, we meet a multitude of people. People come, people go, people stay and people simply get chucked the hell out! The way people dance in and out of our lives is like a cycle. If you think about it honestly, you only limited amount of space in your life for a certain amount of people. Somehow you will always be juggling and trying to keep up to date with each friend, you know, see what is new.....show some love and share the latest gossip or drama. Then there the other associates that sort of float on the edges of your life. They drop in from time to time....some, only when they need something.
All these people that float about us..... in some describable way, define us. Whether we want to admit it or not we conform and adapt ourselves ever so slightly to the people we meet. The difference is how much you allow yourself to conform.
But I think the most trying and defining points in my life, is when someone has walked out of it.

Now people leave for various reasons, some that you can not have any control over. But what you do have control over, is how you handle their departure and Lawd!!!! This is the hardest part in life.

You know when someone has ridiculously annoyed or hurt you and you get so angry, you can feel your blood boil?? I personally am familiar with such feelings thus making me a very dangerous enemy me to have. At worst cases, you could sit there and imagine 100 ways to kill this person as slowly as possible.

You could stick them under a car with hydraulics and drive very slowly as you bounce the car up and down, causing them to slam their head numerous times on the concrete pavement and suffer from the friction. Or a personal favourite of mine is to have their fingers, ankles and wrists broken by slamming a large brick on them then slicing all their ligaments one by one!

Disturbing thoughts, Yes I know, but best believe there are many more where that came from! And as bad and horrible as these thoughts are... when someone has annoyed me to this point, I start to think like this!
And yes, it feels SO good and sating to think all these things but in doing this I suppose I am giving these mongrels way too much power over MY life.

This is why this post is called "Releasing the Beasts"! Because these waste atoms called people are truly just Beasts. In releasing them, I mean ERADICATE them from your life, mind, and mouth! Don't think or say anything bad about them. Don't see, hear, feel or acknowledge them. I mean, since they are waste then it is only right you treat them as so right?
After carrying out these missions, suddenly life feels that much brighter. I smile, joke, laugh more and most importantly I feel at easy. As fun and joke as it is to take the piss out of a foe, it is so much more happy and relaxing to simply release that beast! With me, this is hardly a quick process but it comes through with time, effort and maturity. It is difficult at first but nothing is impossible for an angry black woman!

xx